Suicide AgainIs there any end to this suffering?.....Yes...there is...but it's rather unpleasant.
HappinessThere is no such thingIn this world of ours,There will never be any,With all these people faking it,It all brings depression,People thinking they have it,When it was never here to begin with,Since the world has taken it away.
The FoolI'm not a prophet,but I can see the future.I'm not a wise man,but I know what's best.I'm not an honor student,but I'm of high intelligence.I'm not a morning person,but I get up early every day.I'm not a politician,but I could lead a country.I am nothing,yet I can do anything.
OstracizedI don't wish for companionsEspecially not with the likes of themThey're not worth my time,Not worth my sanity,I don't see any good in them,I just want to be left alone.
You know that feeling when....You know that feeling when...You're probably the only good person left?You're the only sane person in the world?You'd rather be dead than alive?The world is against you?All around you is sadness and dispair?There's no such thing as hope?you just want to kill someone?Nobody wants you around?You're just gonna fail?Something bad is going to happen?You're worthless, weak, and stupid?You want to run away?You want to sleep and never wake up?That the world is only an illusion?You're surrounded by idiots?There's nothing left for you here?You're dying inside?You're screaming inside?You want to clean this horrid world?Everyone and everything is unfail to you?...I feel like that all the time.
Bad Day HaikusI'd rather be deadThan deal with my shitty lifeI'd be so happyI hate my parentsI'm sure that they both hate me,I wish I was goneI wish I was deadThere's nothing here that's for meWhy then do I live?I hate my home lifeI just want to run awayAway from them all