HateIt's easy to hate someoneHold a grudge or viceThen why is it so hard,To simply be nice?
I Went to the RoofI went to the roofWondering if I could flyKnowing I'll fall to the earthAnd very surely dieI broke into my father's safePut his gun to my headHad pulled the cold triggerThen I would be deadI dived underwaterAnd held onto my breathIf I stayed lon enoughI may had caught my deathAnd as they hit me with a clubAnd stab me with a knifeWhile they laugh as I bleedI know I still have life.
Snowy DaysA man orders fishHe ate his meal and loved itBut it wasn't fishA school's a machine,Made just for mass productionHumanity diesCan you seize the day?Laugh in the face of the world?Many of you won'tIf I really couldI would spend the night with youAnd dream heavenlyI've been sad latelyUncertinty takes its tollFear not far behindWhen a Christian dies,Thousands cryWhen a Person dies,Nobody cries
Christmas SonnetEvery day I'm in love with you,Because every day you love me,Made me as happy as I can be,Believe me when I say it's true,When we met, my heart flew,Wanting you to be Her to my He,My love for you, I'll make you see,So that you will say "I do."Don't think of our chances as none,For that, we mustn't fear.The world works well for some,The time of our meeting draws near,That's when I will come,When I get out of here.
Writing to MyselfI'm not a beautiful and unique snowflake.I'm not some pretty flower that's different from the others.I'm not some reindeer that doesn't fit in.I'm not a sqecial person.I'm in no way more human that anyone else.I'm just some wanker with Aspergers Syndrome.Don't flatter me.One foot in the world,Another somewhere else,Trying to be in both.I say I'm crazy,My friends say I'm awesome,My dad says I'm stupid,My mom doesn't know what to sayAnd my therapist says the same thing over and over and over.If I fell into the sky,I'd find enjoyment and ectasy,There would be so much to see.I be a stray kittenWanting someone to love me well.I was a piano player in my dream,And I tamed the weatherEverywhere I went.Longing for the day I become one with youJoining in body, mind, and soul.They keep trying to kill meIn my wild dreams,They take on forms of monstersWith reddish-brown decaying flesh.Why are they after me?Is it because they're simply beasts?I went to bed thinking of