Devious Journal Entry

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I keep thinking there's not many people that I would like

All the people I come in contact with, I just don't like them
to the point where I'd want to pursue a relationship

They're repulsive in the way they act, they complain about the prices of goods that they're buying with money from the government they mock each other as well as I

I keep thinking about my previous lover

I just miss having someone to love

And I don't think there really is anyone worth loving anymore

And I feel sad about that

I try not to give up, and all I get is a bunch of nothing

Like, I keep thinking of this allegory: digging a hole for a water well that has dried up.

Maybe sometime or somewhere, I could've found something good, but today I'm not finding anything. But I'm at least being paid to dig the damn hole so I can't complain

But I feel it's just going to get worse

I'll end up digging with no tools

I'll end up not being paid

It won't get better
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JManofpeace
Well  I can't really say much to that. If I'm to be blunt, I still envy you for at least having whatever you want to call it in you to find someone to be with. I can't even keep close friendships intact, as evidenced in the past, because apparently I can't make friends without making enemies in high places.

But again, what do I know? I still listen to nu metal like a teenage girl. :p